I haven’t been writing significantly in the past months or so. I have a tendency to feel like I need to write when I am ranting or raving, mostly for the former reason. As of late, let’s say the past 4 months or maybe even longer, my spirit is appeased. I am being checked every so often. Let’s say oh so bluntly that I am being kept on a short leash and I don’t find me trying to bite my ruling lord as of the moment. I do escape once in a li’l while but not without telling where I am off to or who I am out with. Outrageous to think that I am volunteering information I would otherwise withhold had it been a different scenario. I am honest when I don’t need to be and I screw up when I am expected to behave otherwise. Oh yeah, me and my gorgeous complexity. Why am I answering to this person you might ask? I have no clue… because this person is the only one my eyes can appreciate at the moment? Because this person listens and does not judge? Because this person makes waiting in vain feel like it’s not so in vain? Or maybe because I just so love this person and this person thinks it a filial love? My upcoming week won’t be so great; I mean I hope it turns out just fine as far as work is concerned. Personally speaking though, I am up for a week-long missing thee mode. Rrright, I am so not into you anymore eh? I miss my rants, would you drop my cold heart already?
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